Paradise at a Cost

I just wanna talk to you See what you’ve been up to But when I reach out You push my arms back in I just wanna talk to you Like we used to Sitting on the couch for hours Having good conversations You probably think I’m a player And I know I’m not your shooting […]

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Open Wound

I hate you I love you I miss you I ignore you Seperation anxiety Philophobia fear of you Was it meant to be You and me Was it just a cruel destiny Or done by design Was it just wrong place Wrong time And why are you still in my mind I want you To […]

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One Step Ahead

It seems the worlds always one step ahead of me We are not in tune It seems I’m forever moving backwards While the into the future we zoom Few will ever know My true worth Some would measure it in billions While I measure it in hurt I don’t know what I can do To […]

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Ode to Self

Love is gone But not forgotten It stabs like lies Caresses like silk lined hands of a pallbearer And breaks free like the truth This world is but a ruse This life full of clues All that you wonder will one-day leave Like a lover scorned Somebody Some mind Some tears But all in all […]

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Love

You make me a fool So Love… I just wanna say Fuck you Fuck you and all your stupid games Fuck you and all your various names I’m tired of burning in your flames You should be embers Dying very slowly Why couldnt you have told me You were trying to mold me While you […]

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Sheets of Grey

Life is a giant bore I used to think there was something in store For me But now my eyes are closed And I can see Life is standing like a tree From the roots you grow Up into a trunk Branch out in different directions But never moving Until one day You leave And […]

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Sensual Slavery

Bound in chains Born into a cruel world They shape and they mold They bought and they sold Two Souls Three Holes One heart Everyone needs a fair start But the world is black And some just cant hack Their way out of Sensual Slavery Just maybe One day A child was washed In the […]

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Circled Disillusion

Circled disillusion Masked confusion Like a spiky protrusion I drive my way into your heart I ride the silken air Forging away Words are play Watch me waver Never Hold my hand and Sever You thought you were Clever But you forget Never Dancing like fire So unpredictable Shifting like smoke So delectable Move like […]

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All Glory is Fleeting

  My mind is like a ticking timebomb Waiting to explode Sleepless wonder Endless fright I am the dark of the night The black abyss Lean in close and give me a kiss Stars shine bright in my empty cavern But I am bigger I am wonder I am the bus that blunders Into everything […]

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Shadow Dove

I have missed the stars They hang above beckoning like her eyes It brings me closer to the simple Truth That life…is good I have missed myself missing nothing Wanting nothing Except Her eyes They take me so many places I can’t see All those lustrious locations pregnant with beauty and an aire of unexplored […]

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