Eyes Everywhere

Scalping my Soul like a Scallop

They know everything

They’re everywhere

And they aren’t going away

Just want to feel safe

Just want my own space of space

But the truth is I won’t find it

Not in this galaxy

I just want to feel close

To someone who cares

But I feel like everyone just stops and stares

With judging pupils and gavels of collective opinion

I just want to feel safe

I just want to feel safe

I just want to feel safe

But I’m naked under these stars

And I’ve got nowhere to go

Xeno

Would make for a terrible name for a child

Yet I feel as if it’s my unofficial moniker

Just a monkey in a cage of society

Constantly prodded

In directions under a compass of whimsy

Xeno

I just wanna say “Yeah, No. Could You Not?”

My life is an everlasting knot that’s more tangled up than my mind or heart

I don’t know when I started but I know I can’t stop

So I guess I’ll keep on being Xeno Stalked

And to be honest

That cuts me through the heart