I’ve got a hole in my heart

That I try to fill with hundred dollar bills

I’ve got a mess of a life

But I try to pretend it’s alright

I’ve got a pet that I love halfway to death

And he treats me better than most people do

As he continues to claw and chew

My emotions brew into one giant festering wound of

Why didn’t I do that

Where were you when I needed that

How come life can be destroyed by a pen

And then I start to think again

I’m just human here for a human ride

Here to feel all these feels that I feel inside

Sometimes friendships come to an end

But the sun will always shine again

Bittersweet that’s the flavor of this delicious treat

That’s been granted by the Gods

I don’t know maybe I violated some laws in some lives past

And now I’m here to make up for that

I want to change I want to grow

But every time I try to fast, to atone

Time starts to move so slow

So I smoke that smoke, drink that drink

Lie back down and have a think

If I’m gone who’s really gonna miss me?

If I’m here who’s gonna try to kiss me?

If I pass on will the planet make a quantum leap towards a golden age

Or are we all just a show with a marquee that says ” TRAGEDY! Live on Stage”

So I Toast that Toast

To the good life

Try and manifest less stress and make it through the night

But when I lie in bed

My head comes alive and I fall into the single disparity again

I’m just human here for a human ride

Here to feel all the feels that I feel inside

Sometimes friendships come to an end

But the sun always shines again

If you take a look back at mythology

It’s clear that this isn’t the way we’re supposed to be

Fire bringer to the caveman

Push the rock up the hill again

Live in the shadow and see the light

It’s a wonder so many of us are living alright

I know I’m not one of them

Living their dreams

But if you’re reading this then it’s not as late as they dream

We gotta take a stand and say

I AM THE THORAX I SPEAK FOR THE HUMAN!

Caught in a struggle like being tossed balls and told to juggle

We may have holes in our hearts

But maybe that’s why we have art

Maybe it’s a lesson hidden biologically

Cause ya see the heart basically is a hole

Blood pumps in and blood pumps out

If it were solid we’d never start to live our lives

Cause the heart beat would have been beaten

And maybe there’s another lesson hidden in the brain that something can be two yet one and the same

So before you declare everything a lost cause

Ask yourself what can I learn from my flaws?

Why was I sent this pain?

After all you can’t have a rainbow

Without the rain