A Jagged Life

Senses Failing

I’m not quite Where I’m Supposed to Be

I’m wandering through a Fire Maze Fortress

And arrows are raining down on Me
I’m not quite where I’m supposed to be

I’m chopped

And skewered shoved into a box that doesn’t fit me

I’m like a Star that wasn’t meant to be Seen
Floating in Space

I feel out of Place

Landlocked

Tentacles Flailing

This is not where I’m supposed to Be
It’s like I’m strobing in and out of Reality

And where I’m Supposed to Be

Mixed up inside like

Stardust and Melancholy

Drunkenness and Awareness

Sipping on a Potent Potion

I Break Free
The Primal side of Me

Is Full of Ferocity

While my Bourgeous Brain

Tries to Quiet the Rain of Misery

Tormented and Tantilized

I Curl into a Rattlesnake Shape waiting to Feel Free

Waiting to Feel

Connected

To Something

To anything

It’s like I’m not supposed to Be Here

In this Realm

My Mind Melds with Music

My Eyes Shape Reality
Somewhere

Someone

Is Waiting for me to crest a dune

And I will be like a swig of a chilled comet fog

But the Longer they Stare

The more Apparent it is that I am not there

And Therefore they Think I Don’t Care

That I have Disappeared like a Ghost in the Winds of Time

And so

They cry

As I wipe my Eye of Sandman Sleep

And Wonder how Deep the Story Goes

Forgotten are the Faces that I once Knew

But the Feeling Remains is what’s True

I Belong with You

Somewhere Else

It’s All I have Felt

Since I entered this World

I Wish I could Wish my Way Back To Where I Belong

I Do