Feeling frustrated

I need emancipation

From what ails my mind
Denial

Is a vicious cycle

I don’t want to hide anymore
The pathway

Of mashocism

Feels like a poison incision
It drains my personality

Disconnecting me

From who I used to be
I want to think crisper

I want to think quicker

I want to run from myself

And return to the past
Life is fleeting moments

Blended and bonded

If we’re well rounded

Why can’t I disappear
Like a specter

Instead of a wrecker

I don’t wanna be stuck in forever

I just want to learn how to disappear