I hate you

I love you

I miss you

I ignore you

Seperation anxiety

Philophobia fear of you

Was it meant to be

You and me

Was it just a cruel destiny

Or done by design

Was it just wrong place

Wrong time

And why are you still in my mind

I want you

To push me

Away again

Kiss me

Cause I’m a fool

Naked now

Hated now

I don’t know how to feel

Was it meant to be

You and me

Was it just a cruel destiny

Or done by design

Was it just wrong place

Wrong time

And why are you still in my mind

My subconscious ignores

You in my dreams

But you’re still there

Does that mean I care?

Or is it you again

Pushing your way

Into my life

Out from the dream I am

Was it meant to be

You and me

Was it just a cruel destiny

Or done by design

Was it just wrong place

Wrong time

And why are you still in my mind

I know I should hate you

I know I should love you

I know I don’t know you

Anymore

I know I should replace you

I know I should move on

But I can’t seem to find anyone

I can’t seem to lower the bar

That you set

I just can’t

Was it meant to be

You and me

Was it just a cruel destiny

Or done by design

Was it just wrong place

Wrong time

And why are you still in my mind

I miss you

I want you

I can’t see you

I can’t feel you

You’re like a cloud

Always on the move

Around the circus

Around the games

I know I should have stayed

But it wasn’t in the cards

I know I should I have you

But you can’t say I didn’t try

Just a few times

That’s why I hate you

That’s why I miss you

That’s why I don’t know

How to feel

Or

How to heal

This open wound