Losing you was like losing myself

My vision

And my health

It ripped a black hole up inside

Where all the happiness went to die

Losing you was destiny because of this evil part inside of me

Craving destruction and disarray

I’m like the cosmos and so are you

Black, empty and so far away

We have our bright spots you and I

We burn our brightest right before we die

Waiting for it all to coaelse

And so I drink to our health

Losing you was like losing the sun

No warmth

No light

And no end in sight

I hold a place in my heart for you yet

Because without that spot I would have no breath

I would have no hope

I would fall back to living toke to toke

Many years have I longed to hear your voice

My choice was taken from me while all the fingers were pointed at me

And so began the misery

Of losing you

When I lost you I lost my song

I lost whatever it was that I had goin on

I lost my compass that led the way

I became the lowest of dogs a mangy stray

Despair drive my soul down the highway of blues

It was like ghost town New Orleans that sums up mood

I was not beaten but I was bloody and bruised

Completely confused

Taken over by a demon who made me refuse

Trashed as in garbage

Garbage you understand

Losing you was never part of my plan

Battles were raging inside of my mind

Pushed over the edge

Ever ragged cliffs I held onto

And then I climbed

Towards the sound of swans

If I were a wizard

You would be my wand

You are still my one

You are still my crutch

I wish I could see you if only for a mcdonalds lunch

Because when I lost you

I lost it all

I lost for you are all that matters

Life is ours we live it this way

And dream of drunken nights

And waking up together under golden sun rays

Maybe you’ll forgive me

I hope you understand

For when I lost you

I became a lesser man