I was on your mind
But not your body
That was reserved for people you didn’t care for
I was in your heart
But not your soul
That was too close
Truth be told
You were pushing me away to make room for others
I was just too perfect for you
Too flawed for me
Now we share our lonely destiny
I thought you would be there
Right til the end
But instead we slipped further apart as friends
Stagnant now
Distant now
Nothing can repair
All we have is
A vacuum of emotional dispair
I’m not the jealous type
Maybe that’s why you couldn’t win this fight
It’s the only way you knew how
You left me empty as a new moon
Quiet as windless night
Hollow as a house
And desperate as a outlaw
Gravity wins
In the black hole that I am
And I’m ripping myself apart
I wish I had seen it coming
I wish I had known the other side of the coin
It makes no difference now
We are worlds apart
Elements at odds
There is no bonding anymore
For I’m moving on
And laying to rest
Coming to terms that you were the worst instead of the best
I’m singing blue
And writing about you
You morale assassin
Your lust and your passion
For never giving in to me
Every time I tried
I was brushed aside
While others were welcomed in
Instead of growing old we grew apart
And so I say
Here’s looking at you
BANG BANG!!!
You shot me down
Here’s looking at you
BANG BANG!!!
Your too smooth skin
Here’s looking at you
BANG BANG!!!
Your choices are you
BANG BANG!!!
A vacation of abuse
BANG BANG!!!
A couch to sleep
BANG BANG!!!
A stranger in the sheets
BANG BANG!!!
I’m looking at you
BANG BANG!!!
Never the same
BANG BANG!!!
I do not kid
BANG BANG!!!
I’m flying away
BANG BANG!!!
Away from your pain
BANG BANG!!!
I put the gun down
Right to the ground
And smile a grin
Because I’ve finally learned that you were the worst
Because of how you made me hurt
Your friendship a ploy
Set to destroy
Now I’m all alone
Delicate as styrofoam
For your actions were knives
While you words were cauterizing
I know I’m still mesmerizing
While you’re just
A memory
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